Throughout my life I’ve found that I’ve always made things the way I wanted them to be. Even without realising.
From a young age I would learn how to take things apart, and put them back together. When they went back together I had to make sure they went back together the same, or better, unless I wanted to face my father’s wrath. I’d never damage anything, I’d always try to improve things.
The first thing I ever took apart was my radio control car. When I put it back together, it went back together the way I wanted it to. After that I felt that it was more a part of me than before, and my enjoyment increased ten fold.
We all have the power to make anything around us be the way we want. If money is an issue, find a way. There always is, even if it’s not tangible.